Timing

I heard this thing on NPR last night about Wil E Coyote. And how he wasn't really battling the roadrunner but the universe who keeps stopping him no matter what he tried. It was in a more general discussion on is it better to be noticed (even in a bad way) by the universe or in a Neizchen void (where no matter what you did doesn't matter because there is no reaction to your existence what so ever). In the last few months, even going back to my House of Mouse days I felt I have been ping-ponging between those two equally crappy places. Regardless it was really interesting.

I spoke with my half sister last night. It was really brief, really awkward. I'm not sure if I'm going to continue the conversation. And unfortunately my doctor's practice said we can't continue until my insurance issue is cleared up. So I can't use her as a much needed sounding board. Damn you universe!

Yesterday was Belushi's birthday party and it was totally stress free. The food and company were good and all the kids had fun and were tuckered out. Too bad O peaked with her sleepiness way to early.

Not sure what is on the agenda for today, but Camp Papa rolls on, and I may update again later.